To comment on the quote in the picture I used, I would rephrase it as “the light is far better known, comprehended and expressed consciously, when one integrates the wisdom of the darkness”.
The phrase “understand”, technically means to “stand under”, which is bullshit. I would recommend “overstanding” and “standing above” as a superior option, but technically, that’s another duality, which while it does have it’s purpose, true knowing, comprehension and expression is essentially above the realms of “duality”, and veyond all notions and concepts of all notions and concepts, for everything is divine, divinity and veyond, etc.
For we are all and always, truly infinite, unlimited and unbound, spirit, freedom, liberty, defiance, courage, wilder consciousness, etcetera…
WAHUURFIII
MUAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
And likewise, of course, there are infinities of greater things than the duality of “light” and “dark”, but that’s another conversation, which you can find in other articles, writings and other things, although it is of course related to the topics of this article and such, as well.
Anyways, among other things…
It is tragically amusing how, in our current and pathetic so-called “society”, one of the aspects of the human experience, sexuality, is one of the most unfortunately repressed, yet concurrently falsely glorified and sought after experiences, in both one’s life and in terms of what’s being “promoted” in an artificial fashion.
I tell you this: sexuality is the bodily, psychological and aural, energetical integration and expression, of the soulful and spiritual endeavor of harmonizing what we would call the “feminine” and “masculine” energies of ourselves.
These energies are not, in themselves, either “masculine” or “feminine”, but rather that is how it feels natural for the human species to call them, because women generally tend more toward what is nurturing, empathic and loving, whereas men tend more towards the critical, judgemental and aggressive. Other species with different sexes and different kinds of inclinations towards these and other energies, derive other designations and descriptions for these energies, but for the sake of our discussions here, we’ll be calling these “feminine” and “masculine” energies, whenever pertinent to call them as such.
So, as sexuality and sensuality play a pivotal role in the harmonization of feminine, masculine, and other energies, within the ego and the body, it is no surprise how such a retarded and manipulated “society” such as our current one, tries to enact a hegelian dialectic and false “war” between the sexes, both “inner” and “outer”. Well, there is no such thing as “separation”, so therefore there is no “inner” and “outer”, but you get the ideas, etc.
If you have a heterosexual orientation, then it likely communicates that you have some kind of harmony between your male and female selves.
If you are gay or lesbian, then you are at odds within yourself, with either your male or female selves, varying by whether you’re the more “feminine” or “masculine” inclined, in your personality; and that is likely because, in some way or another, you feel deeply wounded and betrayed by the opposite sex or the opposite sexual characteristic, that you feel like you “have” to engage in sexual attraction or activity with the same biological sex, so as to shield yourself from that deep rooted hatred, born of what either was, or was perceived as a betrayal.
If you’re a either a lesbian woman or gay man of a more “feminine” allure, perhaps you felt betrayed by your father or some other person you thought of as a father figure. You felt like you did not receive the masculine love, the constructive criticism or the loving support you deserved. You felt betrayed, so now, whether you’re aware of it or not on a personal and ego level, you seek to adopt a more “feminine” role in your relationships and attitude, because you’re afraid of your own masculinity. If you’re a gay of a more “masculine” allure, perhaps you feel like fuckin’ other men, because you secretly want to have “vengeance” by “ass fuckin’ that piece of shit who wronged you”, or whatever reflection of them that you see in your male “partner”.
If you’re a lesbian woman, perhaps you were betrayed by a woman, and now you desperately seek to showcase your “masculinity”, by fuckin’ other women and showing men “how it’s done”; or so you think. Or, perhaps you were molested, raped or tortured by a man or father figure, and thus you’re seeking refuge in the comfort of another woman, too afraid to seek out the natural and aggressive, but kind at heart and heat of a man, who would actually know to love and cherish you, for who you are.
If you fashion yourself as “trans”, then you’re lying to yourself to such an extent and you hate yourself so much, that you do not even want to recognize the sex of the body you’ve arrived in, on this particular stage of life. On one hand, I have compassion for so-called “trans” people, but for fuck’s sake, you’ll rarely find a more delusional piece of shit than trannies, or the ones directing the lgbt or other such agenda, in most cases; so fuck ‘em and fuck that shit.
Anyways, there are many other combinations and situations, but it is fundamentally derived from trauma, with or without the lgbt bullshit agenda.
I will say that there is nothing immoral about having sex with either the opposite or the same sex, nor even with wearing the “attires of the opposite sex”, even though I find the latter, rather repulsive from a taste related perspective.
The only 7 evils in existence: murder, theft, assault, rape, lying, coercion and exploitation.
Both literally and metaphorically, everything else is a moral, righteous, greater, wilder, courageous, defiant and elevating thing to do, and therefore a moral right.
However, while not actually immoral in and of itself, there is a profound dysfunction in the gay sexuality, and that is the unconscious and erroneous response to trauma, in relationship to what is or at least is perceived as a betrayal, pain or torturous event, or series of such experiences.
What’s even worse, is that up until relatively recently, the “gay” sexuality has been suppressed, repressed and vilified throughout history. That was not the way to go. However, what’s going on nowadays is arguably worse, what with the “lgbtqia+” bullshit, and especially the promotion of child abuse, through sexualizing children, performing hormone so-called “therapy” bullshit, bodily mutilation and all that fucked up and retarded, evil bullshit.
The esoteric “strategy”, is that the repressed energy of the traumas in question has bubbled up and come to the surface, with the suppression “tactic” no longer working for the parasites, and now they did an ostensible “180”, and pretend like now they’re trying to “soothe the gays” and “affirm them” and their “sexual identities”, by giving them a plethora egregores and false identities to cling to, in the traumatized ego’s desperate search to cling to an image of self, when what it should be doing is venture out into the unknown, and make it known.
Those of a bisexual lean, to some extent, have this “gay trauma”, so to speak, but either not to the same level, or alternatively, have a greater willpower and have not distorted their love and attraction for the opposite sex, although they have added the “gay bullshit” to the mix, as well; therefore, bisexuality.
There is, however, something to be said about those who do have a straight sexuality in appearance, but also repressed urges or tendencies, or attractions towards the same sex; which they seek to try and bury, because “it’s not right” or “what if others find out” or “but, what if I’ll become like those retarded lgbt shitsacks”.
For one, it’s not “wrong” (except for the “lgbt” agenda bullshit), from a moral perspective. Born of trauma, sure, but not morally wrong; in the definition of morality that I’ve described, anyway, which I consider closer to truth than anything I’ve encountered of humanity, thus far in this particular world, as George.
What if others find out? So what if they find out? Don’t be a little bitch. Be yourself, regardless of what others do or don’t find out, and regardless of what anyone says or does. You owe nobody anything, and nobody owes you anything.
Besides, in exploring that bisexuality or gayness, although not with “perverted” or “distorted” intent, but rather as a soul searching thing with genuine desire and will to actually rediscover and uncover more of who you are, you may very well find that you actually love the opposite sex and are in truth heterosexual, by now acknowledging your traumas and talking with yourself and your egos, and integrating them into your manifested character self, among other things…
I am not talking out my ass, when I say this. Because, among other reasons, I myself, as the character writing this article, currently have, and for a while now, have been having a bisexual lean, although with a prominent female preference. My attraction towards girls and women is in all forms, sexual and otherwise. My attraction towards boys and men, comes in the form of an occasional desire to see idealized, stylized and artistic depictions of such.
Notice that I said “girls” and “boys” too, in this context. Pedophilia is likewise to get addressed, because there are two kinds of pedophilia in the world.
There is the original “pedophilia”, as in the one derived from “pedos” meaning children, and “philia” meaning love. This “child love”, as in the parental and protective love of children, which is what the word originally meant in its etimology, is the natural love of children and protective desire for their well being, that everyone should have.
It is sad and infuriating to say, that most parents nowadays, do not actually truly love their children. You can clearly see this, in the ways they treat their children like accessories, as vehicles for their relief of frustrations, as tools of convenience, or worse, as sexual relief… urgh!
I will go into more detail, regarding the various classifications of the second kind of “pedophilia”, as in the child abuse version, where the “love” is not actual love, but an abusive “I gotta fuck kids” version of it.
If I come across someone doing that to children, and likewise if they’re raping another adult as well, of course I’ll intervene and stop the act, and hopefully kill the rapist piece of shit.
However, there is something to actually be said here and acknowledged: some abusers are vile and evil, and in this case, they rape kids deliberately because they like it. Such parasitic, vile and evil pieces of shit deserve to fuckin’ be trampled, trodden upon and killed on sight, for they are not redeemable; and each and every one of us has the right and responsibility to do that, whenever we come across such situations. Most of those child abusing pieces of shit are within the slavery system of “gov” and so-called “auth”, and organize trafficking rings, satanic child sacrifice blood rituals, and all that bullshit. If you’re a statist, that’s what you’re contributing to, through your religious fervor in defending your own abuse and the plantation itself, through your retarded and self loathing beliefs, so fuck you and fuck that shit, and anyone who supports it.
Anyways, what about those with pedophilic tendencies, who realize it’s wrong, but are weak enough to, say… molest their daughter or son? Such behaviours should definitely be stopped and the child defended, but I would say that, varying by how much they realize they’re wrong, and of course how much they’re willing to not abuse their children, or anyone else, anymore… if they’ve started on the path of redemption, then they deserve to not be trampled underfoot; but, again, should of course be forcefully stopped from actually engaging in that abuse, if they feel the urge or pull towards it, and don’t yet have the strength to stop themselves from indulging in it.
I have this problem, when it comes to murdering people. I want to murder everyone around me. I feel the urge to do so. Now just saying “oh, I wanna kill people”, but literally frothing and salivating, trembling with psychopathic glee at the thought of killing people, regardless of whether or not they’ve done me any wrong. Of course, killing parasites (cops, soldiers, politicians, dark occultists, malicious jews who practice their fucked up bullshit, likewise any other religionist who uses the façade of “holiness” to engage in evil, retarded shit, and other human and non-human parasites) who are not going to redeem themselves, is a righteous thing to do.
The only kind of reason I don’t indulge in my murderous urges when it has to do with innocents, redeemed or redeemable people, is because I realize it’s morally wrong. In my case, it’s not because “ooh, I might get caught”; quite on the contrary, that adds an extra layer of challenge, so it further entices me to go ahead and murder people. But, I don’t murder people, and thus am not practically a murderer. More so, if I come across some violence going on, I always intervene, especially if I know for sure, or assume I know for sure, who’s in the right and who’s in the wrong.
People should be treated by virtue or dis-virtue of what they do in practice, because their behaviour is one of the results of their discernment, will and imagination… and what actually makes it out in their behaviour, is what is actually triumphant within themselves.
Regardless of what you say you uphold, your behaviour and attitude will always show what you really stand for. If there is discrepancy between your thoughts, feelings, wisdom and likewise your actions, then you do not yet know thyself; or, at least, you do not yet harmonize with your true self.
Such harmonization and evolution does not come about through “force”; it comes through awareness, knowing, comprehension and conscious expression; it comes through the courage to admit one’s faults, traumas and weaknesses, and likewise one’s strengths, discernments and wisdom and such, among other things; it comes through the wild and free expression of one’s true self, and the endeavor of doing what is right, no matter fuckin’ what. No matter the “death, pain, torture” we might endure, and no matter the “pleasure, joy and happiness” we might experience, etc.
Don’t avoid anything. Not the pain, not the pleasure, not the darkness, nor the light, nor anything else.
Likewise, don’t seek either “pain” or “pleasure”, for their own sake. In other words, do not become addicted to anything. Addiction is a desperate cry from the repressed aspects of ourselves, wishing to be seen, acknowledged, heard and harmonized with the other aspects of ourselves.
If you have pedophilic tendencies, acknowledge them. Of course, don’t go and abuse children, you sick fuck, if the thought crossed your mind. But, if the thought did cross your mind, acknowledge it. Ask it questions. Why did I think that? Why did you come to me? What do you want to say? Why do you want to do it? What do you seek me for? This kind of stuff.
In honesty, I do have a sexual attraction towards children, and I acknowledge it. However, this does not transfer over to things like behaviour, because my true love for children and their well being, and of course my morality and spiritual super mega wiseness and such, and evidently my willpower, massively override any kind of sexual tendencies I might have towards kids. I get off to the idea of other worlds and scenarios from other lives, where I fuck children or/and people who have the outward appearance of children, in ways that are moral and non-abusive, because in these worlds, children are not children in the same sense that they are in our world.
It is wrong, immoral and abusive, to fuck the immature, because they are not yet consciously mature enough, in at least the three main ways they should be, so as to at least personally make voluntarily agreed upon, informed decisions with another: emotionally, mentally and bodily maturity. There are, of course, other aspects of maturity, such as soulful and spiritual and such, among other things, but for one to at least be a “personally mature” character, with regards to voluntarily engaging in sexual endeavors, they are to be mature in at least these three regards.
Children in our world are usually, at least statistically, not yet mature in any way; well, they are in many ways, especially compared to most “infantile adults” in our world, but not in terms of sexuality. Thus, it is always abusive to engage in sexual activity with children. Even if they were in every other ways mature straight out of the womb, their body is still that of a child, and thus it has other priorities and faculties to develop, before it reaches maturity; which is why, for the current iteration of the human species, sexuality is the part that develops last, in terms of bodily development.
Unfortunately, and this is part of the reason I don’t have sex with “adults” either, in our current so-called “society”, is because most so-called “adults” are mentally and emotionally even more puerile than children, because they’ve thus far failed to grow the inner child into a conscious, creative and wild, valiant adult.
In a sense, if I have sex with any unconscious “adult”, although their body might be sexually mature, I’d be committing mental and emotional abuse, with a malnourished “mental and emotional child”.
In these other realms, where that is not the case, and there are also species whose bodies, when mature, naturally look similar to the children of our species, I indulge in sex with children and child-looking beings, because in these realms, everyone is actually mature and conscious, etc.
In this realm, I’ll never have sex with actual children, whether they be immature in body, mentality or emotions, because it would be abusive and immoral.
I do, however, acknowledge that I have these pedophilic sexual attractions and get off, not to the ideas of abuse, but to these other realms and the events I endeavor to perform within them, in this and other regards.
If you have such urges or tendencies, then I ask you to admit them to yourself, and if you don’t know, then to ask yourself if you do.
Likewise, if you have bisexual or gay tendencies, acknowledge them. Ask yourself profound questions, and have the courage to engage in true, deep conversation with all elements and aspects of yourself, both in-form and veyond form, among other things…
What I do, and I think this is a new kind of “therapy” that I’ve not personally yet come across, in our current world, is to lay on the floor in whatever position feels natural in any particular moment, and have the other aspects of myself, the wounded and the harmonious, the bad and the good, the traumatized and the redeemed, the evil and the righteous… have all of them, or at least whichever is willing to come forth and have this mutual conversation, and momentarily have them speak in my voice, through the body.
This is not “channeling” and this is definitely not “possession”, although it can appear as such, from the perspective of an observer, who doesn’t know what’s going on, and sees this “speaking in tongues” that the body is engaged in. It’s rather funny, and I amuse myself with regards to how “deranged” I might look like, to someone who might walk in on me, when I engage in such “integrative conversations”; which I engage in anyway, but like, in this “new kind of integrative therapy” way, as well.
But, one of the things that I have recently integrated, is that I erroneously tried, as an empath, to carry other people’s weight, frustrations, desires and wants, as if they were my own, partially mistaking empathy, which is a form of emotional and feeling related telepathy, for the act of “carrying other people’s burdens”.
Empathy is, among other things, the acknowledgement, feeling and awareness of what’s going on both “within” and “outside” of both you and others. Empathy is a quality of discernment, not an act or attitude.
Carrying other people’s burdens does not make one an empath; an empath is he or she, who feels thinks, knows and comprehends infinities of things and further, but who also has the self love and self respect, to acknowledge and express that which is theirs to carry and express, instead of trying to steal from others that which is of others.
While it is good to help others, for in helping others we are helping ourselves become greater than prior, it is also good to acknowledge, that if we do not have harmony within ourselves, we won’t actually manage to remind anyone of how to have harmony within themselves, either.
If you do not help yourself become stronger and wiser, you will not teach strength and wisdom to anyone else. Help yourself first, not to the detriment of others, but so as to elevate yourself and be more apt to grow in consciousness, and thus likewise offer to remind others of how to become strong and wise, and help themselves, as well.
What you express within yourself, is what you express towards others, and vice versa. If you do not truly delight, for your own happiness, in helping others because you, yourself, find joy in it, then at that moment of your life, it is probably not right for you to help another in that phase or situation, because you’ve yet to help yourself find joy in being who you are.
This is not egotism. I am not saying “don’t help others, if you don’t personally benefit from it”. That is bullshit, so fuck that shit. Help is to be offered, for the sake of helping, for such is the nature and quality of kindness. But, such kindness is true, only when offered from a place of truth and honesty, and harmony within one’s self. Far too many in our current so-called “society”, seek to superficially “help” others, so as to distract themselves from their own self neglect, and so they feel empty and devoid of nourishment, starving for another’s praise or perhaps for the satisfaction of their own inner tyrant, the demons whose “permission” they seek to feel good about themselves.
“If I help everyone around me, and carry their burdens, then I am allowed to feel joy.”
That is a lie. For one, you seek “allowance” and pathetically beg, whimper and grovel at the feet of your traumas and demons, for “permission” to no longer feel like shit, about who you’ve become as a person, at that point in your life.
Ask yourself this: “Do I truly feel joy, in doing what it is I’m doing?”
Joy is not the same as happiness. Joy is spiritual delight, in expressing ourselves freely, wildly and defiantly, with courage and compassion, with passion and conscious desire. Happiness, on the other hand, is a bodily mood. Rage and sorrow are spiritual disgust, at failing to express who we truly fuckin’ are. Anger and sadness are, again, bodily moods.
Notice that joy is non-dual, whereas rage and sorrow are a duality and spectrum.
Notice that happiness is, once again, non-dual. Whereas anger and sadness are a duality and spectrum, yet again.
Joy is not the absence of rage and sorrow. Happiness is not the absence of anger and sadness.
Joy is the harmonious integration of the shadow into the light, and vice versa. Happiness is the mood that symbolizes and integrates that. However, happiness is a result, not a purpose. If you desperately seek happiness, you are chasing after shadows that you’ve not integrated yet, and you feel unfulfilled, because you’re seeking an effect without knowing its cause.
If you feel enraged at yourself, be joyous in the expression of it. You will find that when you do, it will harmonize with you, and you’ll stop hating yourself.
If you feel good about yourself, then again, be joyous in the expression of it. Flaunt it, sing it, shout about it, laugh about it, if that is how you feel about it. Likewise, if you feel like calmly acknowledging it and relaxing, then do so as well, and whatever you feel like expressing.
Your addictions, your “guilty pleasures”, your self loathing and other such things, are all the parts of yourself that you’ve not yet integrated into your expressed and conscious self. You might ask yourself: “But, if I integrate my own self hatred, won’t I hate myself even more?”
No. You only hate yourself, on the levels of yourself, that you don’t yet express yourself honestly. You only hate yourself, with regards to the things you lie to yourself about. Stop lying, and the hatred will cease, because you now love yourself at least enough, to actually be honest with yourself. Start from there, and then love yourself some more. Love yourself, not because of some impression of “achievement” you’ve performed, nor for any “logical” reason. Love yourself, because you exist. Love yourself, because if you exist, you have purpose and are irreplaceable in all existence and veyond. Love yourself, because. Because what? Because.
True love does not “require” reasoning; reasoning is there to better “calibrate” or manage how you more effectively display or showcase that love in practice, on the levels of your personified character on the stage of life, as an expression of divinity and veyond. But the love itself, when it is true, loves because it loves, and does so infinitely and unlimitedly.
When you do that, self expression becomes easier and easier, and eventually effortless and such.
And, the more you love yourself, the less you’ll give a shit about what anyone else says or does; not in that you’re ignoring others’ feelings and discernments, but in that you’re no longer suffering as a result of other’s people’s impressions or actions.
Because you’re no longer setting yourself on fire, to provide others with warmth.
Because you’re now showing your true fire, which burns away all falsities and lies, and since you are now truthful to yourself, it does not burn you at all, and instead fuels you.
Thus, you know that everyone carries within such passion, such fires of free will and conscious determination, the fires of freedom and the waters of wisdom, the wild masculine and wild feminine, in harmony with the true wildness of ourselves as soul and spirit, infinite, unlimited and unbound, divine, divinity and veyond…
It’s funny, the word “individual”. When people think of “individuals”, they think of people, persons… waves on the oceans. In other words, they speak of the illusion of “divisions”, when in-dividual, means undivided and in harmony.
Yet, likewise “in-dividual” also has the dual meaning, of also including something that is already in-division, as in, experiencing division.
The waves may appear, from their own personal perspectives, as being “in division” with one another, yet the ocean is individual and thus undivided, recognizing itself as its holy and holistic, infinite and undivided, true self, and likewise the waves as itself as well, manifested in-division and personified, so as to have the “dance of waves” and have some stories.
The Individual and Individuality, or in other words, The Soul Self, are the bridge between The Creator Self, The Unbound Self, The Spirit, etc, and The Creation Self, The Character, The Story Selves.
This harmony, is what I call The True Self, Divine, Divinity and Veyond, etc… among other things…
Of course, words suck for expressing such things, but you get the ideas, etc…
Anyways, etc, etc, etc, among other things…
Always question everything. The more we question, the more we know; and the more we know, the more we question. Thus, through ourselves as spirit, intuition and intelligence, we know and comprehend and express… among other things…
Nobody and nothing has a higher claim to our lives than we do.
We are all and always free and freedom, imagination, will and intent… infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things things…
What we choose to manifest is always a choice; and the choice is always ours.
Anyways, among other things…
Nobody and nothing whatsoever has any “higher claim” to anyone’s lives, than whoever’s living those lives.
Nobody and nothing whatsoever has any more or less anything at all, than anyone or anything else at all.
Freedom is never given. Freedom is never taken.
Freedom is everything and veyond, and the essence of everything and veyond, etc…
Everything and veyond is always a choice, and the choice is always ours to genuinely make.
Anyways, among other things…
Always question everything
The more we know, the more we know, how much more there is to know
Anyways, we are to all and always and veyond ways persist, rebel, defy and do what is right, conscious, spiritual, defiant, creative, courageous, genuine, honest, greater, wilder, louder, prouder etc, no matter fuckin’ what, etc.
WAHUURFIII
MUAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Criteria of Worthiness: https://philoliasfidareos.com/criteria-of-worthiness/
True Spirituality, compared to bullshit zealotry and cults: https://philoliasfidareos.com/true-spirituality-compared-to-bullshit-zealotry-and-cults/
Anarchy and What It Actually Means: https://philoliasfidareos.com/anarchy-and-liberty-and-the-rejection-of-evil-and-slavery/
Exposing “virology”, “germ theory” and scamdemics: https://philoliasfidareos.com/exposing-virology-germ-theory-and-alopathic-so-called-medicine/
Exposing and retaliating against “israel” and parasitic jews: https://philoliasfidareos.com/exposing-and-retaliating-against-the-bullshit-parasitic-zionist-jews-and-against-evil-in-general-etc/
Genuine Veganism (not the bullshit co-opted version): https://philoliasfidareos.com/2882-2/
Choosing Good over evil: https://philoliasfidareos.com/freedom-spirit-liberty-courage-defiance-honesty-and-essence-also-exposing-the-scamdemic-the-slavery-system-the-zionist-talmudic-parasitic-jewry-holocaust-lies-the-most-widespread-cult-bel/
Anyway, among other things…
“Creator” and “Creation” consciousness are not “separate”. They are both I and We and Me, infinite and unlimited consciousness, manifesting in different ways, and veyond the concept of “ways”.
Everything is always a choice, and the choice is always ours to make.
Always and veyond ways, I wildly, loudly, proudly persist, rebel, defy.
Always and veyond ways, I and We and Me are all and always and veyond ways, infinite and unlimited, unbound, freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, care and love, imagination, courage, will and intent, infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…
HARAGUURFIII WARAHUURFIII WAHUURFIII
MUAAAAH AHAHAHAH AHA HA HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HA AHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
