spiritual, conscious and defiant harmony of rage, calmness and clarity, etc, among other things…

Is there such a thing as a thought or emotion without purpose? Is there anything at all, without purpose or meaning?

No. No such thing as something without purpose. Everything that is, exists for not just “a reason”, but for infinities of reasons.

Everything not only “has” meaning, but everything is meaningful. Whether or not any particular person expresses the wisdom, knowing and comprehension to realize that, at whatever moments of their lives, that is another story. However, even that desperate and sorrowful state of ignorant existence, and even worse, the blindness of not even recognizing one’s own suffering, or even worse, a retard’s pathetic and cowardly ignorance of their own suffering… even all that, all the bullshit and all the suffering and ignorance in all of existence… even that has its purpose.

 Well, you know, as little actual suffering as there is, compared to the infinite joy and goodness that is part of the essence of everything; even though it might seem otherwise, to those whose sights are fixated on the tiny minority of worlds where slavery is practiced, such as this particular one – although we are overcoming it and growing and so on, both individually and as a species, and of course, as infinite and unlimited consciousness, freedom, spirit, liberty, defiance, courage, creativity, intuition, intelligence, philosophy, soul, spirit, care, love, rebellion, etcetera, etcetera, among other things…

Anyway, what’s the purpose of all evil? Of all the examples of complacency and all the retarded and pathetic behaviours, that the dumb, cuck little bitches who either wear face diapers, or get the GMO poisonous injection, or in any way, shape or form, incarnate as… well, I was about to say “people”, but it’s more accurate to call them “things” (albeit only with regards to that stupid aspect of themselves, and only for as long as they express that bullshit; when they grow and express more and more of what is good and conscious, and their own actual conscience and so on, then they’d actually come alive as actual living beings)… anyway, what’s the purpose of still witnessing a majority of the human species fall for propaganda and still erroneously believing in the bullshit notion of so-called “gov” or any other form of so-called “auth”? Which is literally one of, if not the most degraded and pathetic notion in all of existence, which enables atrocities such as the gaza genocide, the plague of judaism and the practicing jews (and religion in general, which is the opposite of any conscious expression of spirituality), and generally any other expression of cruelty, towards humans or any other kind of living being.

Or, in other words, what’s the purpose of evil?

The purpose of evil is this: to act as a reminder for all of existence, of how fucked up it is to forget the divine essence of ourselves; the divine essence that is intrinsic to everything and veyond, as both individuals and infinite consciousness, among other things…

Metaphorically speaking, and as an analogy or allegory, an illness is a sign that something is wrong. However, evil is not an illness; an “illness” is a detoxification process. All “diseases”, as inept and inaccurate as that term is, as a means of naming the processes in question, are actually a good response to intoxication. The toxin itself is the problem.

However, this is where the analogy starts showing how crude it is, compared to what I  endeavor to communicate, because in nature and such, toxins are mostly contextual, with the relationship of “toxicity” between different elements and entities and whatever, usually referring to “compatibility issues” between the things in question, without necessarily implying that there’s anything wrong or bad, with the actual things that come into contact or interact in whatever ways.

For example, shit is “toxic” for us, because it’s a waste product. On various levels, we accumulate or/and transform different aspects of the things we eat (preferably and morally, and in terms of health and such, that would be plant based foods, and better yet, doing away with the illusion of the so-called “necessity to eat”), and discard the stuff that’s not good, or at least useful for our incarnate forms, in whatever ways.

For plants, however, our shit is quite nutritious. Aside from that, one of the better kinds of soils for plant life to grow in, is literally almost entirely shit and other decomposed stuff (or rather, a better and more accurate term would be de-composited stuff, because no “waste” is actually waste, and in nature, nothing is ever wasted, but is rather transforming from various forms, into other various forms, among other things…).

On the topic of good and evil, though… evil is literally all that is bad about Myself and Ourselves as infinite and unlimited consciousness, and everything that is good is all that is, well, good, infinite and unlimited about Myself and Ourselves, or in other words, what I call “I and We” or “Nilomni” or “Freedom, Spirit, Liberty, Defiance” and so on, and so forth.

I and we are all and always and veyond ways, infinite and unlimited freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, care and love, courage, imagination, will and intent, wilder, rebellious, truth, consciousness, elevation… infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…



Everything is always a choice, and the choice is always ours to make.

Nothing is ever “given”, and nothing is ever “taken”. That is because, among other things, nothing is ever “had” or “not had”. There is no such thing as “possession” or “property” of any kind, because all is being and veingness.

As an aside, yes, the concept of “private property” (in the anarchic, voluntary and moral definition of the term and such) is a useful notion, as a transitional one between a bullshit and pathetic excuse for our current so-called “society” and an actual, liberty oriented community. Our species, in the aggregate, is (at this “point” in so-called “time-space”) more or less in a form of vaguely organized savagery, barbarism and slavery, and thus not yet something that would be aptly named a community, which would imply actual anarchy, voluntarism and moral interactions between people, as an intrinsic result of people actually knowing, comprehending and expressing themselves, as both in-form and veyond-form consciousness and such, and likewise freely, defiantly, courageously and honestly expressing themselves wildly, or in other words, truthfully, no matter fuckin’ what.

However, there is no such thing as “property” per se, because again, everything is about being and veingness, among other things…

We don’t “have” anything, nor do we “not have” anything either.

I and We always and already and veyond ways ARE everything and everythingness, and infinitely, unbound all the more… among other things…

Whenever I and We decide to manifest in any particular “forms”, what we do is we cherry pick different aspects of Myself and Ourselves, and then create story worlds, or as most people would erroneously call them, “realities”, which are like a canvas for Myself and Ourselves to paint on, sheets of paper upon which to write various stories, and create whatever the fuck I and We imagine, will, intend, choose and desire, etc… among other things…

As for what good and evil are, they are different aspects of Myself and Ourselves.

Good is the infinite and unlimited, unbound aspects, while evil is the retarded, pathetic and limited, degrading element.

As such, we can see that evil is always self-degrading and self-depravating, and thus always produces scarcity for itself.

In contrast, everything that is good is always self-evolving and self-elevating, and thus always abundant and independent, wild, defiant, knowing, comprehending, creative, honest, etcetera, etcetera, among other things…

Therefore, not only does good always win and evil always loses, but it’s not even a competition to begin with, because by the time that evil even contemplates, or even starts conceiving about getting out of bed and getting to any would-be starting line to any would-be race, good is already not only done with the marathon, but veyond the very notion and concept of “competition” to begin with.

Besides that, there is always more good than evil in anything. The main, if not the only reason why it would appear otherwise, is when incarnate egos might become fixated with the illusions or delusions of ego-derived… well, I was about to say “awareness”, but the ego is pretty much unaware or unconscious, in its unevolved form, so a more accurate word for it would be “impressions”. When you fixate on a dead pixel on a screen, to the point of becoming blind to your peripheral vision, you might erroneously assume that “it’s all dark”. No, it isn’t. That’s a dead pixel. Zoom the fuck out, look over the edge of your nose and, of course, know thyself, both in-form and veyond form… and then all will become clear (even though, varying by what quality and level of clarity we’re talking about, various “in-game” or “in-story” things might still be unclear at times, to our egos, but only until we choose to actually see and become aware, knowing and comprehending… in which case, we do and express our genuine and divine wisdom and so on and so forth, in greater ways and veyond ways… among other things…)

So, how does one fight evil? Well, that’s an inaccurate way of putting it, because fighting implies some manner of struggle; evil is decrepit by the very notion of it; in other words, evil doesn’t manage to do shit.

You heard (or read) that right: evil doesn’t do shit on its own, for as long as it remains evil. That’s why it attempts to deceive and manipulate.

See, evil itself, and for as long as it manifests itself as such, does not express any manner of creative aptitudes. That’s why it’s always trying to piggy back off of others, but not in the sense of mutual aid (which would be symbiotic, metaphorically speaking), but in the sense of trying to parasite off of other things.

Again with the crude analogies, but how do you repel parasites effectively? By being in good health to fuckin’ begin with.

How do you repel evil? By being in good spiritual health, and growing in consciousness. Of course, thwarting evil is not any manner of a “feat” per se, because it’s actually the result of growing in consciousness, expressing more and wilder courage, defiance and honesty, wisdom and self-love, self-respect, knowledge and comprehension, etcetera, etcetera, among other things…

The result is only contextually important, but the essence is what’s essential. The essence is, among other things, always questioning, remembering, knowing and comprehending, evolving, expanding and elevating, expressing, loving, living (creatively, intuitively, intelligently, philosophically, soulfully and spiritually, and in every ways that are actually important, regardless of what the “body” goes through) and veing Myself and Ourselves, as both in-form and veyond form, always and veyond ways, I and we, infinite and unlimited freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, care and love, courage, imagination, will and intent, wilder truth and truths… infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…



So, you see, regardless of the impressions of “hardship, obstacles, pain, suffering, torture” and regardless of those of “pleasure, joy and happiness”, the idea is to always grow in consciousness, no matter fuckin’ what.

Some of the essential aspects of doing this are defiance, courage and honesty.

Defiance means choosing good over evil, right over wrong, persistence over lethargy, truth over lies, knowledge and comprehension over ignorance, and of course, principles over compromise, and so on, and generally meaning that we choose to evolve and elevate ourselves, and thus also help remind others of how to express the good within them, as well.

Bravery is refusing to fuckin’ be influenced by our fears.

Courage is the endeavor and process of overcoming and outgrowing fear.

Fearlessness is having risen above fear.

All of this starts with self-love and self-respect, which intrinsically involves and means unbound and unbridled honesty, which is through what we then create knowledge and comprehension, and so on and so forth, among other things…

And, part of this genuineness and honesty, creativity and so on means to always be, among other things, aware and discerning about everything, including what we feel, think, say and mean, and do, as well as how and why we are doing them.

That also means recognizing both the good and the bad aspects within everything, and honestly assessing all of it, and then making the choice to express the good and greater things, over the bad.

Likewise, part of expressing the good intrinsically involves both GETTING ANGRY!!! And likewise harmonizing that righteous rage with genuine calmness and discernment, etc.

Not for puerile reasons (as that would be a petty hissy fit), but through conscious rage born of care, courage, love and passion, which are then actively and proactively channeled towards self-elevation, and thus likewise the desire and intent to remind others of how to do as such, as well.

You can easily make apt remarks on the quality of who people personally are, at whatever point in their lives, by what they get angry or enraged about, and likewise what reasons and other things they feel joy about or towards; more importantly, does their anger or apparent calmness influence their judgement (shitty person) or is their rage and clarity BORN OF conscious judgement and the desire to actually make things better and greater, in an environment where everyone around them is more or less a piece of shit, in terms of what they express as “people”, at that point in so-called “time-space”?

I do not get angry at anything other than either my own bullshit, or the bullshit of other people. More accurately, if I am doing something that is a detriment to my growth in consciousness, and realize that that is the case, I get angry at myself, but likewise experience jubilance and glee at having recognized my own bullshit, and in remembrance, knowledge, comprehension and expression of the good and greater, conscious aspects of Myself and Ourselves, I choose to overcome my bullshit and express the good and greater aspects, to grow and evolve and elevate, etcetera, etcetera.

I rejoice in everything that I do, including my mistakes; not for the mistakes themselves or for the ineptitude of having made them, but in the knowledge that all mistakes are, among other things, opportunities to remind myself of my own bullshit and thus overcome it, and in overcoming it and ploughing through all the pain, I overcome the obstacles, because I choose to create and manifest the good and conscious, greater, courageous, wild and defiant, discerning and honest aspects of Myself and Ourselves.

And in that sense, both the fury and the calmness can be very useful, not as a means of goading or jeering, but as an energy that can be channeled for good.

People who refuse to harmonize their anger with their calmness, are usually in some form or another of deep self-loathing, and are typically scared shitless little bitches, who either let themselves tramples, or seek to trample others. That’s because, on that level of their character, they’re complacent little shits, who repress themselves; and they do that because they hate themselves, and thus almost all the smiles and barred teeth that derive from that repression, are generally fake and worthless.

The only worthy smiles and the only genuine barred fangs, are those born of wild and unbridled honesty and courage. To truly smile and know the meaning of joy, one is to be intimately aware of both the suffering and joy, of all evil and all good within everything.

Those who are weak and pathetic seem to hate themselves so much that they even take twisted and contorted, vain “pride” in not getting angry… kinda like someone would say that they take “pride” in having been stupid enough to cut off their arms and legs, for literally no good reason. Or, alternatively, they seem to fuckin’ be addicted to their undiscerning and compulsive anger, to the point that they’re like a hedgehog who always keeps themselves hurled up and with their spikes protruding outwards in every direction, every moment of every day.

It’s one thing to have grown so much in consciousness, that both anger and calmess are no longer useful assets in our repertoire of channeling energy and such, and a whole other thing to not manage to even get angry, or refuse to feel calmness even when there is no good reason to get angry.

It’s like the difference between realizing that there is no such thing as “death”, and that life itself is a dream, because everything is infinite awareness and such, and infinities of lives and forms, as well as veyond form, etcetera, etcetera, among other things… and thus, while still actively involved, we are no longer concerned with whether or not our “bodies” remain functional… and then someone who doesn’t yet realize that, and they just hate themselves and are apathetic little retards.

There is a massive difference between overcoming attachment, and therefore being all the more caring, loving, ambitious, courageous, wild, genuine in every regard, and thus involved in what we do, and thus also willing and ready to express both patience and fury when it’s important and honest to express ourselves as such, for the right reasons… and then someone who just doesn’t give a shit, and are just going through life practically waiting to “die”, because on a personal level, they’re already “dead” (unaware of themselves)… which is exactly why they’re so fixated on “survival”, even though, ironically, some of them would even personally admit that they (erroneously) believe that they’ve no reason to live; and even if they don’t, they’d still demonstrate that stupid belief through their general attitude.

Do you know what the purpose of life is? The purpose of life is to live; and I mean to LIVE and THRIVE, and not just “to exist”, or even worse, prolongue a state of misery.

Life doesn’t fuckin’ mean the “survival” of whatever body the ego might have become attached to, in any particular incarnation.

Indeed, “survival” is a delusion, because “death”, in terms of how most people erroneously believe it is, is a delusion. Being fixated on “survival” is like being afraid to let go of a pencil, once you’re done drawing or writing with it. The pencil, in this case a metaphor for the “body”, is something we draw and write with, as soul and spirit, but it’s I and We who draw, paint and write, and the pencil, brush and canvas are a few or the many, many, many infinities of ways through which we do it.

Seeing as how I and We and everything is freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, courage, care and love and so on, everything is therefore conscious and consciousness. This means that the metaphorical pencil (and also the literal ones) is also aware and conscious, as the ego and its light-form “body” are also self-aware. However, if unevolved, the ego concocts and derives myriads of “images of self”, and once it becomes attached to a particular one or however many, it’s gonna erroneously identify with it, and is going to be scared shitless of having that “image of self” dissipate, because it’s going to interpret that event as its so-called “death”.

That’s because it confuses that “image of self”, with the actual knowing and comprehension of self-being and veingness.

This obsession with unconscious, ego-driven “survival of personal impressions or beliefs” is the main, if not the only manifested reason why there is such a thing as bias (blinded by belief), and even worse, why there is such a thing as violence and coercion.

All violence and coercion, and all evil to begin with, are born of fear, which is born of and feeds on ignorance… which, in turn, produces more fear, which then feeds the ignorance, and down the hill to self-hatred the retard goes.

All fear is ultimately fear of the unknown, or more accurately, of the things that are as-yet-undiscerned-by-the-ego.

All fear is effortlessly dispelled through awareness, knowing and comprehension, which are always born of courage and wisdom, which are always born of defiance and honesty, which are always born of self-love and self-respect.

Love is one of the essential aspects of spirit, and spirit is the essence of love.

True rage and genuine calm are never born of “fear”. Only petty hissy fits and pathetic “fake smile” apathies are born of fear.

True and conscious, genuine rage and patient and discerning calmness and clarity, are always born of rebellion, courage, honesty and defiance.

Everything that is good is a form of defiance.

Love is defiance against hatred.

Liberty is defiance against slavery.

Knowledge and comprehension are defiance against ignorance.

Bravery is defiance against cowardice.

Courage is defiance against fear.

True rage is defiance against lethargy and complacency.

True calmness is defiance against undiscerning compulsions.

That is what rage and calmness are, and they are both was of saying: “I LOVE AND I CARE!!! I AM WILDLY, COURAGEOUSLY AND TRUTHFULLY THAT WHICH I AM!!!”

Therefore, I reject all forms of lying and deceit (evil is the worst form of lying, and all evil is born of lying).

Everything that is good is born of honesty, defiance and love, creativity and spirituality, which are, of course, different aspects of Myself and Ourselves, and I and We expressing Myself and Ourselves as such, among other things…

Therefore, never repress anything, and likewise never “force” yourself to feel something you don’t actually feel. Besides, when you try to “force” yourself to feel something that you don’t actually feel, you’re trying to repress some other thing that you do want to feel; and when you’re trying to repress something, you’re also trying to “force” yourself to artificially feel something else. Either way, it’s just a form of lying to yourself. If you lie to yourself, you’re only doing it out of fear; perhaps a different form of it, but either way, all lying is ultimately born of fear and self-loathing.

In contrast, honesty is always born of self-love and self-respect, creativity, courage, knowledge and comprehension, heartfulness, mindfulness, soulfulness and spirituality, defiance and so on.

The solution to all problems, literally to all problems in existence, is true love, which actually always an expression of defiance and self-love.

How one views and treats one’s self, is how one views and treats everything and everyone else. Because self is everything and everything is self, both in-form and veyond form conscience and consciousness, among other things…

Never fear, and never be feared.

Always and veyond ways creative, intuitive, intelligent, philosophical, soulful and spiritual. proud, strong and defiant. Playful, teasing and mysterious. Conscious, confident and fearless.

Always and veyond ways, I persist, rebel, defy, no matter fuckin’ what.

Always and veyond ways, questioning, remembering, knowing and comprehending… evolving, expanding and elevating… expressing, loving, living (soulfully, spiritually, philosophically, creatively, intuitively, intelligently, defiantly, honestly and in every ways that are actually important and consciously meaningful, regardless of what the “body” goes through) and veing Myself and Ourselves, as I and We, infinite and unlimited freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, care and love… imagination, will and intent… infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…

Nobody and nothing has a “higher claim” (nor any claim whatsoever) to our lives than we do.

There can be no “chosen” ones, and there are no “chosen” ones. Only I and we can save ourselves, and only I and we are responsible for doing so. All pain and suffering are always self-inflicted, and all evolutions and elevations are always self-facilitated, by us, from us, with ourselves; individually, infinitely and unlimitedly, as well as in every way whatsoever, and veyond the very notion and concept of “ways”.

Freedom is never given. Freedom is never taken.

Everything is always a choice, and the choice is always ours to make.

In form and veyond form…

Always and veyond ways…

I and we are all and always and veyond ways free and freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, care and love, imagination, will and intent, infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…




Also, anyways, among other things…

Always question everything

The more we know, the more we know, how much more there is to know

Anyways, we are to all and always and veyond ways persist, rebel, defy and do what is right, conscious, spiritual, defiant, creative, courageous, genuine, honest, greater, wilder, louder, prouder etc, no matter fuckin’ what, etc.



Anyway, among other things…

“Creator” and “Creation” consciousness are not “separate”. They are both I and We and Me, infinite and unlimited consciousness, manifesting in different ways, and veyond the concept of “ways”.

Everything is always a choice, and the choice is always ours to make.

Always and veyond ways, I wildly, loudly, proudly persist, rebel, defy.

Always and veyond ways, I and We and Me are all and always and veyond ways, infinite and unlimited, unbound, freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, care and love, imagination, courage, will and intent, infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…



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