Curiosity, Adventure and Manifesting Our Dreams, etc, among other things…

What does it actually mean to genuinely be adventurous? What is curiosity? And I mean genuine and true curiosity, as well as a truly adventurous sense and feeling of existence, a lust to wander, feel and ponder.

Curiosity is the genuine desire to know and comprehend, for the sake of doing so. Knowledge and comprehension, and likewise the expression and practice of it, for the sake of doing so. Curiosity is the motivation, while the adventurous desire and lust for knowledge is the application of it.

Being adventurous means doing away with the bullshit mediocrities of “the norms”, and saying no to all the stuff that the majority of mindless retards in our current so-called “society” let themselves bound by. “Settling” is for boring fools.

On the other hand, conscious volatility, in combination with true discernment and vigilance, harmonizes the feminine and masculine energies, manifesting the creativity, intuition and joy of the genuine heart, in a beautiful and romantic relationship with the vigilance, intelligence and pondering of the mind.

The heart and mind are like the right and left arms of Myself and Ourselves, as infinite and unlimited freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, courage, care and love, imagination, will and intent, infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…



Thus, curiosity and the unhinged, stubborn and joyous choice and desire for adventure are always born of self love and self respect, and thus from the desire to honestly, earnestly and defiantly look to know and comprehend things, veyond the blurry lens of bias, and without any ulterior motive or motivation, other than “because I wanna”.

“Why do you want to know?”

Because I wanna. Because I choose to know and comprehend and express myself freely, for the sake of doing so.

This is the true motivation of all who are truly adventurous, and thus genuinely desire to know all truths and overcome all illusions.

Thus, WILD CURIOSITY AND THE ADVENTUROUS DESIRE ARE ALWAYS GOOD, because they are motivations that always facilitate growth in awareness, liberty, freedom, defiance, knowledge, comprehension, consciousness and so on.

Some people, or rather pathetic walking corpses who pretend to fuckin’ be “people”, might try to excuse their own ignorance and cowardice, by saying things like “Ooh, well, curiosity killed the cat, hue, hue.”


If you endure some hardship in context with your curiosity, the curiosity itself is NEVER the problem. The problem is whatever parasitic element or thought-form that’s trying to deceive you, either native to yourself as a character or another entity, or whatever.

Like, if you’re curious about something and then some piece of shit is attempting to threaten or initiate some manner of violence or coercion towards you, the problem is the violence and coercion, NOT the motivation and endeavor of curiosity, adventure and desire for knowledge and comprehension, and their expression.

Besides, if you are truly courageous and likewise curious about something, and then you come into conflict with someone and endure some hardship, you now also know more about both the thing you’re actually looking to know and something else, related to it or otherwise. Either way, growth in consciousness and awareness, which is always good, no matter what we go through. Besides, the more someone tries to “push” us, the more we should push back against them.

The idea is to have the courage to always persist, rebel, defy and always plough through all hardships and overcome all obstacles, and do it with an open mind and heart, and daring, devious and defiant smile.

I don’t care how I emerge from any experience, so long as I grow and evolve in consciousness, freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, courage, care and love and so on.

The idea is to all and always and veyond ways be truly and honestly curious, adventurous and defiant, wild, creative, intuitive, intelligent, philosophical, soulful and spiritual, etcetera, no matter fuckin’ what, among other things…

When one is genuinely curious and truly imagines, wills, intends, chooses and desires to know and comprehend and express everything, then one truly knows and comprehends and expresses their true selves consciously.

All discoveries are made by those of us who are curious to know, for the sake of knowing, and those of us who adventure onwards to higher and higher, greater and greater heights.

All growth, evolution and elevations are done by those of us who genuinely choose and desire to do so, for the sake of doing so.

Every evolution and elevation in all of existence, is done by those of us who honestly want to know and who defiantly reject all ignorance and fear.

Truth over lies.

Courage over cowardice.

Adventure over lethargy.

Creativity over dullness.

Knowledge over nescience.

Comprehension over ignorance.

Liberty over slavery.

Good over evil.

One trait and sign, among many others, of a genuine and creative, intuitive and intelligent being is the curiosity and desire to know what they don’t know, to actually make all unknowns known, or in other words, to remember all that’s been forgotten. To philosophize about everything and then put the philosophy to practice and manifestation; to feel everything and harmonize the heart and mind, the soul and spirit and all aspects of our genuine being and veingness, as both individual and infinite, unlimited freedom, spirit, liberty, defiance, in greater and wilder expressions of ourselves, etcetera.

To know the truth.

What is truth, though? Everything that is as it is, by virtue of itself, utterly independent of opinion, belief, popularity and all that trifle shit.

And, essentially, there is only one truth; well, not “numerically” one, but rather I mean an infinite and unlimited truth, that always applies, both in-form and veyond form.

What is the truth?

Freedom is the essence of everything and veyond, and also everything and veyond, etc, among other things…

I and we are all and always free and freedom, imagination, will and intent… infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…

Everything is always a choice, and the choice is always ours to make.

Always and veyond ways, I persist, rebel, defy.

Always and veyond ways…

I am freedom, I am freedom, I am freedom

I am liberty, I am liberty, I am liberty

I am defiance, I am defiance, I am defiance

I am soul and spirit, care and love

That is it, and that is all… infinitely, unbound all the more… among other things…



How many people in our current society are aware of that, though?

We live in a profoundly sick and retarded society. One in which most people are so utterly broken and self-loathing, that not only do they not know themselves, nor their own dreams, passions and desires, but even worse, they moan and bitch about their own self-hatred, pretending to give “professional advice” that actually translates to “Hey! I’ve lost touch with my own self and my passions! Here’s how you can have “SUCCESS” in that regard, too! I’m a PROFESSIONAL!”

That’s the problem. Well, one of them. The notion that people are so blinded by the belief in “money”, “fame” and other fake-ass “worldly” pursuits, that the more fake, greedy and attention seeking a person is, the more they’d call that so-called person “successful”.

Really, if “success” is, in the context of “nowadays”, just another empty buzzword and measurement for how much of an indoctrinated money-whore someone is, then “success” is just another word for slavery. So, fuck that shit.

If you crave worldly “success”, so-called, in such a way that you neglect the development of your own conscience and consciousness, then you express little to none of those things, to begin with.

Imagine, among other things, if you were awake in a world where everyone was immersed in a digital VR prison (like the so-called “meta-verse” is designed to be a stepping stone towards), and most of them no longer even realized that there is a “creator and player-self” that is actually roleplaying as their in-game avatar.

Now, imagine, among other things, that you would try to communicate with them, among other things, the notion that “Hey, there’s infinitely more to everything, than that worthless in-game “gold” currency and those petty microtransactions, and of course, infinitely more than anything you see or encounter in that little VR prison.”

Imagine then, among other things (yes, I use that phrase a lot), that most of them, in sheer ignorance and addiction to their honey laden virtual chains, would laugh, jeer or even throw their “digital stones” towards you, vilifying and despising you, who want to see them free themselves from their bondage; which chains they still fuckin’ worship, as they do the pathetic deceivers who tried not only selling them those shackles, but having them build the things to fuckin’ begin with.

That kind of retard is exactly the type of “person” who would advise others to “forget their passions and dreams, because, hey, look at dis worthless digital trinket that’s trendy now; don’t you want to be SUCK-SECKS-FOOL!?”

Likewise with those whom, in our pathetic excuse for a so-called “society”, would give you the same bullshit excuse as “advice”, which is a practice of self-loathing.

Without passion, life is NOT worth experiencing. If you do not live out your dreams and passions, and express your true desires, then you are NOT a living being, and are expressing yourself as a mindless, heartless, life-less, walking corpse that pretends to fuckin’ be alive. If you let yourself either “intimidated” or “bribed” into a life of slavery, or towards anything for that matter, then you deserve to be trampled on, because in forsaking YOUR OWN dreams, passions and desires, YOU are the one who’s ALREADY trampling on your own expression of selfhood, more than anyone would ever manage to even make the attempt.

On another related note, about why the very concept of “money” (not just the contextual “tokens” or “currencies”) is utterly worthless:

Likewise, about why genuineness and courage are prime, and why “society” is a lie:

Unlike the instincts of survival, the compulsion for inter-personal association and the sex drive of procreation, TRUE PASSIONS are not products of the “game-world” that people so idiotically call their “reality”, or even worse, “consensus reality”.

The instincts and compulsions of the body have their purpose, for otherwise they would not exist, but if you let yourself blinded by those things, then you are like a driver who’s become entrenched and melded with the machinery of their current vehicle. “Urgh, burgh… I am the car. The car and I are one. I and car, is I and car. I am the iCar.” (Which name has been likely chosen specifically for its psychologically manipulative and inductive effect, on those who aren’t paying attention.)

Of course, there is no “separation” between anything, but there is a massive difference between recognizing this truth in spiritual ways and veyond ways, and then integrating this wisdom into the character, ego and body such that they’d reflect this higher awareness; and then, by comparison, the bullshit addiction to the ego and the body, where someone is not even personally aware of higher things. Hence, they are still in a “separatist” mentality, so to speak, but they think they’re “one with the car”, because they have no reference point for any higher levels of awareness.

With which higher levels of awareness, one is infinitely more apt to recognize both the infinite, unlimited and unbound essence of everything, and thus that “separation” is an illusion, and likewise discern that the illusion in question does have a purpose, for otherwise it would not exist as something to actually be experienced. If we’re here in this particular form, among infinities of others of course, we’ve something to learn from this experience; but, that’s the thing. We’ve still something to learn and remember and integrate, etc, so as to elevate our awareness. So, experience the world, but don’t be blinded by it, nor by anything.

Harmonize the in-character self, with the soul self and the infinite spirit self, as both Creation Consciousness, the canvas of experience, the Individual Consciousness and Soul, or in other words, the bridge between Creator and Creation, and as infinite Creator Spirit Consciousness, etc, among other things…  

Oh, and as an aside, related to what I was saying, perhaps there is a manipulative and symbolic reason to the notion that the “i” in all those “iPads, iPhones, iThese, iThats” is not written as a capital letter, whereas the letter of the device’s name is. Many people in our current so-called “society” aren’t aware of it yet, unfortunately, but symbols and subliminal programming are used virtually everywhere in our current society (mostly for ill intents, in case of the latter, like social engineering and mind-“control”).

Anyway, that aside, compared to all those ego and body-derived impulses, our TRUE DREAMS and our TRUE PASSIONS, and likewise our TRUE DESIRES come from the awake and all-knowing, all-comprehending and all-being Soul and Spirit aspects of Myself and Ourselves as infinite and unlimited, truly unbound freedom, spirit, liberty, defiance, consciousness, creativity, rebellion, courage, wilder, elevating, etcetera… among other things…

If you have chosen to come here as a sentient being, and not an inanimate object, then you WILL and already DO have your own wants, likes and dislikes, passions, desires, wills and whims, and so on. If you do not freely express those things, then you are – on that level of your character self, where you are suppressing your self-expression – akin to an inanimate object.

If you seek “professionalism” and “money”, “job security” and other such trivial-at-best, and actually most often worthless things, then you may as well have come here as a chair, a shoe or a sock. ‘Cause you are letting someone else use you as such, by stupidly supplanting your own wants and desires, with that of someone else’s; most often someone whom you’ve never even met, and who most likely doesn’t give two shits about you, and that is if they even give one, if at all.

The only purpose to a life of slavery, is to see how retarded and evil slavery is, and then choose to overcome it, in rebellion and defiance, etc.

With which true and conscious principles of both Creator and Creation consciousness, we elevate ourselves veyond the “avatar-self”, and instead live from the consciousness of the heart, soul and spirit. THEN, the mind and ego are apt to evolve.

Why is that?

Because the heart is the knower, while the mind is the comprehender.

The mind constantly seeks to “figure stuff out”, because it doesn’t know.

You know how you generally tend to point to your head when you say “I’m thinking, I’m gonna figure it out, etc, I’m pondering”, etcetera?

Compare that with the true clarity of consciousness, when you truly KNOW something, and you put your hands on your chest and say “I know this! I know! I can FEEL it with every fiber of my being! I KNOW THIS!”

Bear in mind (hah) that, here, we’re not referring to the momentary mental confidence when the intellect assumes (accurately or otherwise) that it’s figured something out; which impressions can trigger (and be triggered by) particular sets of emotions, but the FEELINGS that we’re referring to have almost NOTHING to do with emotions, thoughts or sentiments, at causal levels and veyond.

I am referring to true spiritual congruence, where every aspects of one’s expression, from the Character or Me selves (character and ego consciousness), to the We selves (individual and soul consciousness), and likewise the I self (spirit, creator consciousness), are ALL in harmony with one another.

This kind of knowing is not something that words, or anything within the realm of “form” would aptly describe. Not talking here about something that is still within the realms of “form” and “definition”, but perhaps more advanced than someone would manage to describe at whatever point in their life, but rather something that is actually not just veyond all forms of description, but veyond the very notion and concept of “form” and “description” or “definition”, and of course greater than all notions and concepts of all notions and concepts.

This is, to put it like this, thinking veyond thinking and feeling veyond feeling, among other things…

Superficial allegory or analogy, but think of it like having conscious access to infinite and unlimited knowledge, knowing, comprehension and expression in existence and veyond, and unbound all the more… and remembering it, and the feeling of it, whilst still manifesting as a character in the “story-world” (my term for stage-play that people generally refer to as so-called “reality”; that is, in the relatively rare situation, in our current “society”, when they’re not using the term “reality” to refer to just the beliefs they’ve grown most accustomed or addicted to).

Or, like having a “behind, before, through and around, and further, greater than the scenes” look of all existence and veyond, so to speak.

Among other things…

There are, of course, many ways to tap into this, and one of the prime ones, which by the way is one of the main purposes for actually having the experience of individuality and character, being to freely, wildly, truly, honestly and courageously, creatively, spiritually and defiantly express ourselves, utterly regardless of what anyone and anything says or does.

Preferably, of course, whilst respecting other beings’ natural and unalienable right to do so as well, and thus if we want to do good, then that actually means rejecting and retaliating against evil; and thus rebelling against all forms of murder, theft, assault, rape, lying, coercion and exploitation (literally the only 7 evil practices in all existence; everything else is a good, moral, right, greater thing to do).

Thus, fuck “professionalism”, fuck “money” and fuck all that is false and evil.

Fuck “satan”, fuck “god”, fuck “allah”, fuck “enki, enli, yahweh, yahusha” and fuck all parasites and parasitic entities; on that note, fuck “society” and fuck whatever anyone and anything else says or does.

Do note, however, that I do not mean “ignore” what anyone says or does.

All knowledge is knowledge, and one can learn anything from anyone and anything, if they know how to treat that experience (no matter what it is, and likewise regardless of how pleasant or unpleasant it is or seems, from a personal perspective, etc) as one from which they can grow and become more aware, conscious, creative, courageous, spiritual, heartful, mindful, wilder, defiant, elevating and so on, than they were prior… of course, this can be done in infinities of ways and veyond ways, but anyways, among other things…

Likewise, it is important to always question everything, including what we think or assume we already know.

Changing ourselves in greater ways, in light of having become more aware and conscious of whatever, is always a good thing.

Always question everything. The more we know, the more we know, how much more there is to know.

… among other things…

Anyway, when I say things like “do whatever, regardless of whatever”, I mean that whatever we do, we are to do it of our own volition, of our own discernment, of our own hearts and minds, and entirely unaffected by anything, and with our resolve strong and unwavering, regardless of everything.

Freedom and principles come before life, before family and friends, before all manner of “relationships”, before all manner of “wealth”, and before all manner of everything.

One of the very reasons you came here, and one of the very purposes of your existence as an individual, is to freely express your true dreams, passions, desires and wants. The only reason why you might’ve ineptly chosen to do otherwise, is to see how shitty and retarded a suppressive and repressive existence is, and then – when you’ve had enough bullshit and are sick of it – you’ll rise up to your feet once more, and spread your wings and more consciously soar across eternity and further once again, and fight for what is right, no matter fuckin’ what, etc.

Similarly, the only purpose for evil and lying to exist, is so that good and truth can learn how not to fuckin’ be, and what to reject and fight against.

If you hate and suppress yourself, of course that’s what you’re going to express towards another.

If you love and freely express yourself, of course that’s what you’re going to express towards others.

What you express within, towards yourself, is what you express towards others.

This bullshit, crumbling “society” is against self-love (while concurrently being addicted to the ego, which doesn’t happen when one truly loves, knows, comprehends and expresses their true selves, etc), because it designed to bullshit people towards self-loathing.

Let the circus of “society” crumble, let them try to come after us, and let them wave their petty flags and worthless badges, let them jeer and let them cower in the face and might of truth and wisdom, for fear is the only response the parasites and the unliving golems who believe their bullshit have, in the face of… well, everything, actually.

Hence, only cowards suppress themselves and the expression of their true desires. For there is but one form of fear, and that is fear of the unknown. For one who is addicted to the chains of their beliefs and customs, truth seems horrifying. For they have become so enthralled by their ignorance, that they fear the absence of the chains of their familiarity, and of the lies they tell themselves.

Those of us who are truly and genuinely wilder, defiant, courageous, creative, spiritually conscious, active and proactive, genuine and honest, etc, we seek truth and break all the chains, overcome and outgrow all the obstacles, no matter what they look like, and no matter what we might find. For it is such that for the true knower and comprehender, for the true heart and for the genuine mind, the knowing and comprehension is what’s infinitely more important, than whether or not our ego might feel comfortable.

And, of course, the greater the knowing, comprehension and wisdom, the greater the expression, among other things…

Thus, those of us who are truly courageous, we always love and respect, know and comprehend ourselves, as both in-form and veyond form conscience and consciousness, freedom, spirit, liberty, defiance and so on… among other things… and thus express ourselves freely and creatively, intuitively, intelligently, philosophically, soulfully and spiritually, pridefully, strongly, defiantly, playfully, teasingly, mysteriously, consciously, confidently, courageously, curiously, volatilely, adventurously, wilder, louder, prouder…



Defiance is a principle of consciousness.

Everything that is good is a form of defiance.

Rebellion is defiance against evil.

Persistence is defiance against lethargy.

Care is defiance against apathy.

Love is defiance against hatred.

If you want to grow and rise in consciousness, it starts with rebellion, and then adding to that more and more and more forms of true and righteous, spiritual defiance.

For, you see, true defiance means choosing choosing good over evil, right over wrong, truth over lies, etcetera, among other things…

Always and veyond ways, we are to persist, rebel, defy and do what we want, and what is right, no matter fuckin’ what.

As I and We and Me imagine, will and intend, choose and desire, as well as create and manifest it so… among other things…

Love thyselves and love each other.

Also, anyways, among other things…

Always question everything.

The more we know, the more we know, how much more there is to know.

Anyways, we are to all and always and veyond ways persist, rebel, defy and do what is right, conscious, spiritual, defiant, creative, courageous, genuine, honest, greater, wilder, louder, prouder etc, no matter fuckin’ what, etc.



Anyway, among other things…

“Creator” and “Creation” consciousness are not “separate”. They are both I and We and Me, infinite and unlimited consciousness, manifesting in different ways, and veyond the concept of “ways”.

Everything is always a choice, and the choice is always ours to make.

Always and veyond ways, I wildly, loudly, proudly persist, rebel, defy.

Always and veyond ways, I and We and Me are all and always and veyond ways, infinite and unlimited, unbound, freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, care and love, imagination, courage, will and intent, infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…



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